Over thinking

Strider test track

Chula weekend left huge mess in my head. All learning what I had and amount of emotions what I went thru. At the same time I saw people who are dealing with bicycle all the time and it look like costing mostly pain in the ass. At the same time I remebered friend of mine telling me that in future I should concentrate to essential; cycling.

What is essential for me? Enjoy the life, was my first thought.

There is questions which I can't put in order: What I want to do in my life? My own development in BMX? To develope BMX in Finland? How can it be done? When is the best time to do it? I don't know what is right time to think each matter.

Monday I went to Disneyland to be able to not think about these things. Somehow atmosphere was relaxed there and answers came easily. There might have been some provocation in air for remembeing that most important thing is enjoying the life. As you know; it's the happiest place on the earth.


I want to get better in BMX. Now is really important time for my development; Worlds are coming and I have got much better on last weeks. But I don't want to leave homeland of BMX without having something to take with me. Here, in CA, is so much knowledge about racing. Beside all this: It doesn't matter how important cycling is, there is so many other things in life that I don't want to forget.

After following how bicycling takes over in life and it looks that biggest thing you get is stress. I was affraid that is that where I'm heading too. There is as many personalitys as there is persons, so I can't say that is anyone doing anything wrong. Atleast I hope that most of the people is looking for happiness and joy. I'm hoping that you all give a thought for what you are doing in your life. What makes you happy?

Looking for souvenirs. I happen to see my biceps. Got fright. Took my camera and took photo for you. Quite fanny afterwards :)