Sunday, May 20, 2012

Shaking at airport


I'm at airport. Sitting on floor and disgusted by ants which are running by. It feels like few of them has gone in my pants too. My hands are shaking the way that I hardly got sandwits to reach my mouth. Did I forget something? Am I gonna miss my practices this time? How I'm able to run team manager things and racing at the same time..?

I feel kind of empty. Last half year, actually more than that, I had put all my time, thoughts, money, everything to BMX. 6 months is not much if you compare to Olympic athletics or something like that, but seriously on my way I haven't met many people who are putting BMX front of everything else in life. Everything!

Tory Nyhaug's mom, Margit was supposed to join Finnish Team. As someone might know Tory crashed on Papendal finals. His arm is broken and spleen is smashed. He is still in hospital and family is not gonna come to Birmingham. I was lucky to get secretary in Finnish Team. Right after she join the team she told me that she has read thru rulebooks (which I thought I had read, btw. There is 3 of them; UCI rulebook, BMX rulebook, and special Birmingham rules). She rocks!!


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